My prayer to God
God, help! I feel so confused, but why? Perhaps because I spent so much time yesterday writing my needs and desires for a HEALTHY relationship. True love. I want only a love that looks like yours, oh God! I will continue to hide my heart in you so he’ll have to go to you to get it. Help me guard my heart in you and with the wisdom and discernment you’ve so generously gifted me. This morning I read old texts from friends about an ex. Heal my broken heart. Restore it, oh God.
God’s response to me
My dear child,
What you called confused is you being! Where you are is always where I’ll have you. Don’t question your emotions, honor them! I have gifted you everything you need, and that includes your emotions! Your feelings are different. So slightly nuanced, but such an important, critical distinction. When you honor and notice and bring awareness- ME! into it, you’ll see with my Light of clarity.
You are not confused, my love. You are noticing. Seeing. Feeling. Discerning. Trust that what you see and feel with my Great Divine Godly Light are Truths. You are a Truth seeker, not a truth seeker.
Honor the nuances. Notice them so you can share with others and shine. I teach you what you must know so you can teach others, too. This is Divine Law, My law! When you question what you share with others, you are questioning me.
And you don’t question me in your heart, in your most sacred of spaces. You do, however, question what others will say about you or to you when you share, when you SHINE.
But how will others know me if they don’t know you? I am in you. I am in everyone. Much like you didn’t know Me because you didn’t notice Me, now when you look back you see I WAS ALWAYS WITH YOU. I WAS ALWAYS THERE.
Help. Share. Shine. This is my will for you. This is how you, Joval, my dear on, known so deeply by me, will live your life in My will. This is My will for you and your life.
“Resist the devil and he will flee.” Awaiting you on the other side of your obedience is all that you hope for. Your dreams will become a reality.
You prayed I will make you bold. Use your voice. Use it and others will hear Me in it. They will know Me through the divinity of your words, of your works.
Faith… And work!
Trust. Wait and see.
Who can be against you if I, my dear child, am for you? What can they do or say that to you that you can’t manage with me? There’s nothing in this world you can’t do without me.
Trust me.
You did it before and you’ll do it again, and this time I’ll do with you. This time, you’ll knowingly take me with you.
And so it is. It is well. I love you.
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