Sat. October 12, 2024 8:45 am
My Prayer to God
4:44/ 101:0. What a time (with the music playing) for me to get settled in to start writing!
God, what does my dream mean? And THANK YOU for waking me up today and sending me on my merry way!
God’s Response to Me
My dear child,
I am blessed, and so are you. You bless Me, and in your dreams I commune with you, answering your prayers from years long gone. Whatever you say, whenever you say it, I ALWAYS hear it. I ALWAYS honor your hopes and dreams, bringing and breathing them to life. When you work, so do I!
Last night you dreamt Sarah’s cousin needed another bridesmaid, and you were it. You were unsure, but you did it anyway, ✨ much like your faith walk with Me. ✨
You were an old version of yourself with long, beautiful, straight, jet-black hair. You went to Sarah’s family’s house. You gathered there as families do. You showed up.
You went to Trader Joe’s to get the bride and groom a gift. How kind! You found something you liked, but V. talked you out of it. You put it back on the shelf again, hesitant.
✨ Divine lesson: don’t do what others want you to do when you’re deep-seated, always true, always right, correct intuition says otherwise. Trust “yourself”. Trusting yourself isn’t trusting you, it’s capital T Trusting the Me in you! So trust. Notice, awareness, acceptance, allowance, and ACTION! Let the A’s (and the aayyys) have it! ✨
When you left Trader Joe’s, it was raining, pouring. There was a crow in the sky preying on something. The crow was flying overhead. We didn’t have an umbrella, nothing to shield us from its attacks. As Billy [the silent retreat leader] reminded us at last weekend’s silent retreat in real life, nature is violent. The crow was preying on an animal and finally, in two or three attempts, killing and eating its prey.
And then it began to attack us. We tried to evade it, but couldn’t. It attacked me visibly. I saw it attacking me physically, but it was V. walking beside me who felt the physical attacks, not me.
✨ Divine lesson: The physical and the spiritual are very real and very different. Though the bird of death attacked you physically, you, My child, are safeguarded and protected, and no harm can come to you. Though weapons may form, they will NEVER prosper, for I, the Lord your God, am with you and send an army of angels to keep, guide, and protect you! You are safe– divine safety is your birthright. ✨
God, thank You for this knowing– full, wide, and deep. Thank You that despite this client’s curse about haunting me in my dreams, I know that I know that I KNOW that he can’t because there’s nothing– not one single thing!– that You can’t do! Not in the physical or in the spiritual. Not in life or in death. Not while awake or while asleep. Thank You that though weapons may form, they will never prosper. Thank You that I have weapons– and so many of them– so I can fight back in Spirit and in Truth.
Thank You, God, that Your word is a light unto my path, that prayer—a law, art, and science—is Your divine heavenly promise to keep and protect me like only You can! Thank You that I’m covered by Your Blood and covered and protected by divine love. Thank You that my co-workers, who don’t fold, get even more bold in the face of fear! Thank You that I truly, truly, truly have ALL that I need and who I need. I am grateful. I am overflowing with love and gratitude. More of You, and far less of me. Thank You. It is so. It is already done. Amen!
This post is part of a five-part series that captures one of the most profound spiritual encounters of my life—a liminal moment where I came to understand, with unshakable certainty, that prayer is not just words but a living, breathing reality. Through these experiences, God revealed His presence in ways I could not ignore, guiding, protecting, and transforming me in real-time. Each post in this series reflects a deepening of faith, trust, and divine revelation. Explore the full series:
✨ Post 1: Why Worry? God’s Love in the Interstitial Spaces
✨ Post 2: Childlike Faith, Divine Love: Hearing God’s Voice in Uncertainty
✨ Post 3: From Old to New: Trusting Divine Timing—Nothing Is Personal, Everything Is Divine
✨ Post 4: Grace Under Fire: What Being Called “Bald-Headed B!tch” Revealed About God’s Love And Strength
✨ Post 5: God of the Night: Understanding Dreams, Protection, and Destiny
May these words and experiences bless and expand you as they have me. 🙏🏾 🫶🏾
